Night Fallen

So this blog was meant to be totally private but I got talked into letting it be public, please don't let me regret that. A lot of my poetry is really dark and depressing but that is because I tapped into that particular emotion when writing it. It does NOT mean that I am depressed or anything of the sort. Keep that in mind. This is a run off from theamazingstaci.blogspot.com and because of that it is still written and copyrighted to and by The Amazing Staci. My work is really important to me, it is how I express myself when I can't just break down and cry, or tell someone how I feel. A lot of this stuff just comes to me but it does serve a purpose to help us as human beings to become better as individuals. Love you all I hope you enjoy what I write. =) Tell me what you think via comment. I LOVE COMMENTS! They help The Amazing Staci Stay Amazing. :D So please help me stay Amazing.

Monday, March 14, 2011

Second childhood

I wrote this in remembrance of our childhood. I miss being a kid sometimes yet being older has its benefits. Tell me what you think and if you could go back would you go back.

It's amazing to me,
Looking back on how things used to be,
When we were young the world was all fun,
Some would call that naive and dumb,
To me those few years were a gift,
Right before the horrid shift,
Into reality,
Into normality

Childhood was so unique and safe,
Playing and running, just going your own pace,
Imigaintation and creation being so important,
Like playing a spy and being and informant,
Remember back to all those summer days,
All the childish games we would play

What would you do if you could go back,
And again play with your train and its tracks?
What would you change,
Or would you leave it all the same?
I miss the days on the swings,
And the way everyone used to sing,
We were invincible,
So untouchable

Then one day we had to grow up,
Now a full grown dog, no longer a pup,
Hating reality,
Missing inculpability,
I wouldn't go back if I had the chance,
Like wearing old, torn pants,
It is pointless because you've already used it,
Now you have to wear the pair that fit

Trying to color outside the lines,
And playing Tarzan, swinging from vines,
Now it seems your swallowed by misery,
Dwelling on an unchanging history,
Look to the future,
It is the part of life that is unsure,
You get to make it,
You get to mix it, stir it, and reshape it.
Being an adult is just like being a kid,
Only this time your big.

1 comment:

  1. haha, I love it. =) It is true. You shouldn't try to go back and be a kid again. Tough it, you outgrew that pair of jeans. Now pick yourself up, buy some new ones, and flaunt them to the world, and love them (and yourself) the way you should.

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