Broken

 Wrote this about a huge trouble in my life, but it was all for the best. You can ask questions this time, but just this time. ;)

I'm broken,

Listening to your tears fall like gems to the floor,

It was not my intent to hurt you,

I'm shaken,

Wishing I could get rid of this pain filling me to the core,

I wish there was a way to tell you what I say is not true,

I'm sick of knowing all too well this pain,

I hate feeling like a monster unleashed,

You don't know what is going on in my insides,

Am I doing this all in vein?

All I wanted was for you to be released,

Your warmth in my heart still resides,

I only had you in my heart,

But I had to let you slip through my hands,

And set you free,

The taste lingering in my mouth is so tart,

I never wanted to let you go due to the world's demands,

I just hope you'll learn not to hate me,

I will love you all my life my sweet Corey,

I know you may think differently,

I only wish you one thing from this whole mess,

I wish that your future will become swallowed by happiness,

You were my world,

But it is time for that all to unfurl,

I send to you all my love,

And pray you'll listen to the guidance from above.