Acid of our music

I'm simmering my wounds in the acid of our music,
Bleeding out all the lyrics,
Missing the good times,
The way the tear shines,
As it rolls down my cheek,
And hits my feet,
The melody hits me,
Listening to the way you used to sing,
Hating that you stopped because of me,
Hating the girl that I won't ever be,
The one that you wanted so badly,
Now I'm swinging at the park so sadly,
Smelling the rain on the horizon,
Blocking out the rays of the sun,
I'm simmering my wounds in the acid of our music,
Bleeding out the lyrics,
They touch back down,
Causing my mind to spin around,
Thoughts like bullets,
Can't listen to it,
I turn it off and walk away,
Thinking of all the things I wanted to say,
Can't believe it hurts like this,
You'll be my last dying wish,
Can't believe I'm supposed to live through this,
You're the target that I missed,
Now I'm wandering down this path,
Feeling so terrifically trapt,
Knowing that my cadge,
Is the only thing that will get me through the day,
I'm putting up barriers,
Trying to keep out the hurt,
I'm simmering my wounds in the acid of our music,
Bleeding out all the lyrics,
I won't forget your voice,
But surly I'll regret my choice,
Wishing this ended in a different way,
Wish I had asked you to stay,
I'm simmering my wounds in the acid of our music,
Bleeding out all the lyrics
-Staci Lyn