Odd one out

You're the odd one out,
Like you don't belong in the crowd,
And you had me honestly believe,
That you were the right one for me,
Too bad it turned out to be,
Such a tragedy,
You don't get to see the tears I cry,
I loved you but life was going to pass me by,
Now we're standing outside of the school,
And you're causing me to feel like such a tool,
Go ahead and try to hear me now,
Too bad my words have already left town,
It really was an honest mistake,
That is causing us so much heartbreak,
No, I don't want your apology,
I couldn't tell you how little it means to me,
You're wondering why you haven't heard me speak today,
But that's because I have just too much to say,
I've got my eyes on the crowd,
On one who won't turn me down,
All I have to do is wait and see,
What this friendship will turn out to be,
This sick silence is going to kill me now,
Please just try to lay your weapons down,
I promise to take my armor off,
And I'll try to be soft,
But I doubt you'll honestly believe,
That the girl you will see is the actual me,
Go on thinking what you want,
Truth is truth written in any font,
Even God says I am worth more than any ruby,
Yet you continue to walk all over me,
You pull me off my sweet cloud,
And hurl me towards the rock hard ground,
That's the reason I no longer let you see,
The girl I am, the girl I was, and the woman I aspire to be